I feel so weird, but I NEED TO TALK TO YOU GUYS.
Especially you, Laural, I need to talk to you, I'm a little intimidated, but I need to talk to you. I want to listen to everything you have to sayyyy. And believe me, I'm not just saying that, or typing that, if you will. I'm not sad, I'm not lonely, not happy, not mad, not anything, and it feels weird.
The word I might use is 'content'.
But anyway.
I feel the urge to just talk with all of you. Hannah, Selena, Sara, Laural, all of everyone, just have an airy, but serious conversation with all of you, in person, in the daylight, having a conversation about everything, but nothing. I know it sounds strange, and I know it's random, but we need to just have a talk, when was the last time we just sat around and talked, all of us, not about anyone, not being mean, not complaining, but just being happy and talking and being fun and enjoyable? Pretty much never, and I realize this is mostly/partially me fault, but doesn't that sound relaxing, sitting together on a cool summer day, after it has just rained in the early afternoon, by the shore just relaxing and sitting in the shade?

Doesn't it though? Tell me what you think about it: ALL OF YOU, that means those of you who are happy to respond, those of you who aren't on much, and those of you that 'hate' me. I don't like being hated, but that is just a fact of life, people hate you, but happily, I don't hate ANYONE, isn't that fun? I can HONESTLY say I don't hate anyone! And it feels wonderful. I don't like being hated, but I can't help it. I'm a butt face. Oh well, I'll try harder, everyone.


ALSO HERE IS AN AWESOME SONG FOR YOU TO LISTEN TO: [link]